I still recall the days when i was actually planning for your birthday. Whether it be your home or office, I tried my best so that you could feel the best out of everything I did on your birthday. I literally wanted it to be the best memory of your life and I bet, no one could have done it better than that.
Unfortunately,I did get all those notifications that I had configured for this year to make sure I don’t forget this day. But at times, good bye is the only way. I know you never liked that sad ghazal I used to listen, but if you get a chance, do listen to this ghazal of Jagjit “terey hathon sey likhay khat mein jalata kasiey” that ends with the following shair:
terey khat ajj mein ganga mein baha ayaa hun .. .. .. aag behtey huwe panee mein lagaya hun
And yes how can I forget to congratulate you for having your dream come true of leaving the land of Pure. You said it right that nobody can change the nature of a person because I am wondering how different a Canadian could be, in making you act like a sane person.
I honestly, thank Allah SWT for being with a person who has amazing personality. A person who is honest, humble, caring and after all accepts me the way I am. Hence doesn’t want to mold me into another character that I don’t belong to.
I am glad that I am living a LIFE now. A life that really has my own space.